Am I good enough?

I'm drained. Every inch of my body is aching, and I feel like I'm going to shatter to a million pieces if I move out of this spot.

My life is falling apart. I've been focusing on all the wrong things. I need to get my fucking act together and actually start putting myself back on track. See the big picture. Because I went too far trying to be someone who cared about others, that I stopped caring about myself. And how am I supposed to help the world if I can't take care of myself first?

I want out.
I want closure.
I want more.


I don't need a boyfriend anymore.
I just need a friend.