Wow, so it's December already. It seems like just yesterday I was at Scarowinds with the other nerds laughing it up and complaining about the rain. This year went by so fast that it's kind of overwhelming. I remember being in highschool and complaining to all of my teachers that the year was going by too slow and them arguing with me that once I got older and out of school time would fly by and I would wish for the days when could lay around watching TV in my pajamas eating Captain Crunch. And I really do. And not only that but now I'm sad and I want Captain Crunch. Where was I going with this? Oh well.
I'm noticing that the majority of the people that I am around really seem to be disappointing me lately. Everyone seems too caught up in the technology around them, and no one really wants to just sit around and have a discussion for an hour or two. I need some 1 on 1. Without a movie blaring in the background or the need to have a wireless controller in your hand. I just want to TALK to someone. About anything. I want to learn more about the people I'm around. What it was like for them, growing up. Reminiscing on our childhoods. I want someone to want to have conversations like that with me. I feel boring. XD
My boyfriend is absolutely fantastic and beautifully amazing. I love him with every inch of me. It grows on me like a itch I can't scratch and I love every
second of it. He's so goddamn beautiful I really can't stand it sometimes, and many hours are spent laying in bed at night drawing pictures on his chest while he holds me, sleeping. He's so talented it makes my head spin, and so devilishly brilliant that sometimes I can't even talk I'm so amazed. He's warm, his kisses STILL make me shiver, he has the patience to teach me to play guitar, we want the same things out of life, he thinks I'm perfect, he's so patient and he listens to me. We love the same things, he STILL calls me beautiful, he can cheer me up with a smile. He's unbelievably sexy, and just... perfect. You hear that Link Tracy? You're fucking amazing. And I love you so much.
And Michael, you are also fucking awesome. I don't know what I would do without you. Probably die because I would never have money from food. Not that I just love you for your money or something. Shut up Stephanie, Okay. ::insert foot in mouth::
SOOO in short:
hellohellomister blogger.
I just want you to know,
I want the world to know,
I had a dream come true the other day.
Yes,
sometimesforsomepeopledreamscometrue.
I am a lucky girl.
A very very lucky girl.
Happy Holidays Stephanie Ray.
Ten hours inside a room with a brown-haired, Grey-eyed boy who doesn't want anything from me, only everything for me. Tenhoursseveralorgasmssomehitssomemisses.
holdingeachother.
goinginside.
feelingwarm.
smashingdownwalls[lightly],
butstilltheyfall.
Falling inward instead of away is pretty important.
We're growing as tall as the trees and the world keeps on churning.
I like/// cuddling under bedsheets nakedbodiespressedtogether.
I like/// when dreams I've hadforyearsandyears come true.
I like being!
And I cannot even begin to convey what that day was and it has never been more okay.
Goodnight misterblogger.
1 comment:
I understand how you're feeling. It's crazy sometimes how fast time goes by. I can't believe I've been out of high school for this long. We need to hurry up and get back into college so time will slow down again. That would be awesome. Captain Crunch sucks.
I'm sorry that we're disappointing you. u.u I like sitting around just talking sometimes, just tell us when you want some of that, I'm pretty sure Link would be fine with that as well. And you're not boring at all. I love hearing stories of your hell-raising youth. XD
Yeah, Link's pretty cool sometimes. Also, sweet cock.
I know I'm awesome. Thanks.
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!
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